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Okay, so most of may and june kind of got away from me in the life sector. i am actively writing, but Veronica's story has been a lot harder than Ace of Hearts, not because I don't have anything, but because I have so much and I keep changing my mind on what order to put things in. at the risk of sounding crazy(ier), sometimes it really feels like I'm not in charge, and that the characters have a life of their own, and as a result, the story comes out differently from what I expect. I can tell you already that halfway through the first chapter this story wasn't at all the one I had sit down and planned to write. But I kept trying to make it be. I am impatient sometimes, and I don't always want to let the story unfold, so i had to walk away for a minute and reset myself. Did I mention this was not the story I had planned? Did I mention I'm cranky about it. You can expect 2 chapters in the coming weeks, once I can finally decide what order to even put them in. :) Thanks for the love.

I uploaded today a stand alone short, so once it's goes through moderation (which sometimes takes up to a week) it'll be live on literotica. it's got boobies. remember kids, there is no gay left unturned. I'm currently working on the next several part series, and i sort of lost control of it. it's like just out there wylin'. Like I was set on the name and everything, Supply and Demand? yea that's over, that's canceled. idk what the hell it's called but that ain't it lol unlike Ace of Hearts where I basically uploaded as I went, this story is so everywhere that I think I'm going to write a chunk of it, at least half when I'm confident enough that I've avoided plot holes. like that one time i forgot about underwear. anyway. the comments on Ace of Hearts, by the way, I think are honestly better than a) my antidepressants and b) the story. y'all spoil me, thank you.

brief sketch of #Jonny and #Asa

at one point I had a bucket list and I said to myself, I said, "self? when the fuck are you going to start writing smut?" at some point in march 2022, I decided to write a story as a very involved and elaborate ploy to procrastinate. I was very successful, I ended up being late for three important deadlines, so I can pat myself on the back for a job well done as a matter of fortune, I read a tremendous amount of romance and erotica thanks to both my day job* and my compulsions so every now and again I write a story I want to read so here we are. you can find my stories published on literotica, a site that had a very big impact on my life, sexuality, and career path since I was young enough to lie about being in the places I shouldn't since literotica isn't exactly the most friendly for any sort of authors blogging that i've found (it is a free site, mi gente), you can find any updates if you're so inclined right here, along with whatever other smutty nonsense i'm up to; illustrations, poetry, music (not mine, but yours) if you have fan art, original works, or other gay/smutty/queer shit you'd like to show me, hit me up at thesebeadsofsweat(at)gmail I can't promise I'm timely, honestly because I've never timely in my life, but I'll read it anyway. thanks. :) -indigo